whew what a day!

mood: blah
good day/bad day: it wasnt bad....

so this morning we had FCA...which is totally cool. and one of my really good friends did the lesson...but as i was listening it came to me that i really needed to do a lesson on forgivness....which is weird b/c thats something i dont struggle w/. but i think im going to do that. which will be TOTALLY AWESOME! im pumped...

but anywho...i've been thinking alot about the future lately...which i should be...but more specifically like real near future...
this weekend is my last marching contest i will ever go to...which is a VERY good thing...but im sad that i have to leave everyone...
and next week im taking my ACT and im really getting serious about college...and very soon ill be attending my last high school football game EVER! thats so sad. :(
but it really hits home to know that some of your very best friends are about to step out of your life forever. i dont like that feeling...at all.
i know that God doesnt want us to worry about the future and stuff, and im not, but i really want to know if ill be surrounded by good people. and that ill be supported in everyway. and this is all totally his will and i dont have a clue about any of it...but i can help but wonder about it..

oh by the way...school is KICKING my butt right now...i love it love it love it...but biology and gov't are a killer. im trying to prepare myself for college, and my mom is working to help me to try to mange my money, but i feel like i really need to step it up and take complete control of EVERY aspect of my life....like money, time, school, my extracarriculars, everything. i want to be on my own and i want to take care of myself and be independant....i guess i just want freedom...but other than that i think school is awesome...its by far the best year of school so far and its done nothing but get better...so im really looking forward to it...

so this blog is totally random but i dont really care...hope i didnt waste too much of your time...i hope you have a great day!!! PEACE!

so basically life sucks sometimes.

mood: REALLY tired and not looking forward to tomorrow...
good day/bad day: UUUHHGGGG!!

so today was sucky! i woke up late, my gov teacher is crazy and i have to wear a dress to school tomorrow. that sucks!

but i think that everything will turn out great b/c there is alot going for me right now...so ill make it through b/c IM A SUPER STAR!! (hence the picture)

i do get to babysit tomorrow...which im totally excited about and i have 2 major exams out of the way..just one to go. ive actually been reading my book for english so ill have it done by next tuesday for sure...ive been sliming down alot b/c of my work out habits so that EXCITES me! way pumped...there nothing that can make a girl feel better than to know they have a nice body...well there are things, but it sure does make me feel good at least...

i was really mad yesterday b/c my lowest grade was in accounting and that class is EASY! i was ticked!!
but we're changing that this six weeks....
and now im really tired b/c i just got done running 2 miles and now im going to take a nap...
PEACE OUT!! (you can be a super star too!!!)

OH...a good verse that i found this week is...

Ephesians 3:19
"..and to know this love that surpasses knowledge-that you may be
filled to the measure of all the fullness of God."

blah bluh blahblah...

mood: VERY tired and burned out
good day/bad day: eehh...

So i havnt blogged in awhile...so i thought i would today...
we got out of school at one...and its homecoming week..which means everything is hectic!!
So so for nominee's are Bretni , she's so super sweet and i love her! and she's the prettiest person i have ever seen in my entire life...no joke , Haley, she's a sweetheart too, i am in track w/ her and i've roomed w/ her every year...but she's the one i know the least about, Kenli, she's my bestie out of all of them! me and her are eachothers match for everything (except looks...she's gorgous!) and we've been running the same thing in track since our 7th grade year...i love her!, and finally Landra...she's SOOO funny!!! i have had alot of classes w/ her and she is SO smart...she's really nice to EVERYONE and she can always make me smile!
so those are our nominees for homecoming...which is really cool b/c i think all of them deserve getting nominated...but idk if im going to vote b/c i love them all...i cant decide! AHHH!

anywho..other than that...we decided to do our senior prank...which was SOO fun...but didnt really turn out b/c they took it all down before the rest of the school got into the halls....bummer...but thats ok i still had fun!

Our football team is doing really well this year and we've only lost one game so far....so i hope we win on homecoming...so we can be AWESOME-ER!!! im pumped about this game b/c i can go crazy on the field and act stupid...and thats my fav!

and in band there are about 40 people failing...which offically means people in band are STUPID! but i on the other hand, am makeing a 100 average in every class except one...and thats accounting and im making a 90...thats my lowest grade and im ticked!

life has been sucky other wise...i had the worst week ever last week and this week is going better, but not as good as the beginning of school...but other than THAT...lifes all good...im alive, i have an amazing guy to talk to and i have food. life is good.

anywho...thats the fill on my current life (besides the fact that i have SOO much homework!!) hope i didnt waste too much of your time...PEACE OUT..have an awesome day!