Mood: mmm...not a good one...but not a crappy one either
good day/bad day: a'ight...
So today i woke up at like 9 and got ready to go bail hay...well actually we were putting tons of hay under a huge pumpkin patch....but its still hard labor and i got dirty. anywho, so i did that this morning...all the while talking to drew about love...and that was a heck of a great conversation....i loved it!! but then we went to whataburger and chilled for awhile and ate french fries and talked. after that i went to sammi's and picked out what we were going to wear tomorrow...mostly b/c both of us want to dress up so its more of a big deal...anywho...
when we got back, she was on the computer and i was just laying on the couch just chillin...i was almost asleep...when justin called me...grrr.
i was laying there thinking what the heck he would want to come over for...he sounded kind of upset but i dont ask questions....so i didnt...but when he got here...he handed me a big shoe box and a large picture album i had given him awhile back when we were dating....all he said to me was.."i was going to throw this away, but i decided to give it all to you and i knew laynette would go through it if i kept it" and he gave me a hug and left. i stood there for a few seconds and went back inside....at first i was like what am i going to do w/ all this...but then it sunk in that he just gave me back everything i had basically given him. HOW FREAKING RUDE! i know i dont have any feelings for him or anything, but it hurts so much to know that someone you cared for so much at one time just basically wiped you out. and i know i kinda did that to him...but he did not have to give all of that back to me. i cried....and i haven't cried in quite a long time, until today...and of course it has to be b/c of him....GGGGRRRRRRRRRR!! anywho....thats the gist of my day...it really sucked actually but brownies and good company is always a good thing to have around when crap happens....
anywho i hope everyone that reads this has a lot better day than me....PEACE OUT!!!
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