Closing the door...

mood: REALLY tired...and excited...but mostly tired...
good day/bad day: perdy good...

So today is the closer of my summer 2007. i've alread talked alot about what my summer was like and what i look forward to doing this next year.

but today really hit home for me...knowing im about to start the old high school routine of things and being busy, stressed, excited, mad, and happy all at the same time again. OH what fun..

being at lifeteam tonight really helped to get ready. eventhough nothing we talked about had to do w/ anything im about to go through or anything like that...it just put me at ease.
just talking w/ my family and acting like a family...knowing there is this very special group of ppl there for me and to help me through anything i need help w/. they are ppl i can trust.

such a good feeling.

anywho...while at lifeteam...we do act just like a family....so lots of jokes and great things like that go on....my favorite quote from tonight was.."Drew vs. corporate America" HAHA if you have questions about that one...ill tell you all about it if you ask...hehe...it was REALLY funny...but i guess you also have to know drew to get it...so it may not be as funny to you...but i got a BIG laugh out of it...

anywho...about my day as a whole...started out this morning working in the nursery for 4 hours...i really do love it there...but not for that long when you have 6 crying babies by yourself it just doesnt work. but i had alot of fun..as i always do and i didnt fall asleep on the job...and thats the important thing...eventhough i put one precious baby to sleep..and i was just sitting there rocking....so relaxing...but i didnt go to sleep.
so a gold star for me! anywho..after that i had to go to a brazil meeting we were having and i sat in for a few then went home and took a 2 hour nap....IT WAS WONDERFUL!! omg it was great...then of course got up and went to the best place in the world...lifeteam...its was sooo good...just fellowshiping and taking communion w/ my family...its was soo good. i loved and will always love it...mmmm

...sigh...lots of emotional ups and downs today...its crazy what emotions can do to your soul...they just wear you out!! wow...im exausted. i guess just a few things are really getting to me...school and all that come w/...like stress...not being able to talk to the best guy on earth...band..grrr...homework...everything...
and of course my who love life situation....its so good...but its very bitter sweet...mostly good though..ahhh...very good.

anywho...im way super tired...so im going...tootles!!